another emotional unstable post. it’s her birthday in 2 days. i don’t know if that will mean something or if it will influence me but i fear it will. i fear it will be a really really bad day. luckily, i’ll have waffles with irina then. she’ll help. she always does. being with her always does.
and it’s one thing to feel like that yourself but…anyway.
i need posts like this. getting it out helps.
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